I got the answer

Finally I got the answer..
He's not mine....Tidak ada yang disakiti n tersakiti. Karena blom dimulai, maka tidak ada akhir juga... :). Hanya keyakinan "Ini lho yang gw mau, n kayaknya Tuhan sudah menyediakan dia untuk gw". Penantian hampir setengah tahun yang tarik ulur tarik ulur...Berharap, mencoba untuk membuka hati... Berdoa" Apakah dia yang Tuhan kirimkan to be my future partners?"
Finally I found the answer on My birthday's day..."Terjawab sudah pertanyaan gw selama ini...
Although its hard for me to accept this and still so many times I'll miss him. But I know, time will make it away...I dunt want to hope anymore..."Wake up from your dream"....Start a new life with a new hope...I know I can. I'm a strong woman..Haha..
In this end of year, I have so many hope n target for my plan in a new year.
Hope it will come true...And my life will be better than this year...